40-40 Club

The 40-40 club.

In baseball it is an exclusive club. You need to have stolen 40 bases and hit 40 home runs in a single season. Currently only four players have done it. First was Jose Canseco. (Yes, I don't believe it either.) Next was Barry Bonds. I'm pretty sure this was the pre-roid-juiced-up-mofo Bonds. But if Canseco was taking the juice back then, I guess you can never be certain.

But the 40-40 club holds a different meaning for me. It means I will be 40 years old in about 40 days. (BTW - I make this baseball reference mainly for Scott, baseball fanatic who made me aware of the 40-40 clube, and who will be joining me in this club shortly. Also to follow is BossaNova later this year.)

Ah, 40-40.

I am not feeling anxious as the fateful day approaches. At this point it feels like any other impending birthday. But in my mind I run through my life assessment checklist.  It's a short checklist, starting with the big question, "What have you done?" and ending with "What would you like to do?"

Suffice it to say that I am very happy with my life.   I tend not to regret decisions I have made. After all, the sum of the choices I have made represent the person I am today. I am pretty happy with myself - minus a few extra pounds.

Looking Forward

I try not to look too far back, not wishing to question the choices I've made. I also try not to look too far in the future, not wanting to miss what is right in front of me.  So I try to stay grounded in the present, living the moment.

There is still a lot of time for things to happen. 40 isn't that old. Heck, 50, 60, and 70 isn't old either. I have a co worker who has parents in their 90's and they are still running around enjoying life. But when I look back at times, and it isn't often, these 40 years can seem to have flown right by. It's time to start checking off some of these items from the checklist.

I have done so many things, but there is so much more to do.